Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?




I'm lifted by your words.
They mean so much.
It's been so long since I've smiled.
You bring me new life.
Is this a dream?
If so I don't want to ever wake.
Let me sleep forever.
Embrace this moment, it's too good to last for long.
Although I wish it could.
Don't leave me now, it's too hard to stand without you.




Am I wasting my time with these feelings?
The pressure's off now so I'm back on the ground.
Too bad, I kind of liked it in the clouds with you.
Because you take me away from everything and everyone
that's held me back for so long.
Heaven, for a few days, makes up for all the hell that life's dealt me.
Even now that's gone.
It seems he's got your attention now, lucky guy.
But isn't that the way it always ends?
It seems he's got your attention just like you got mine.
I'll express my feelings, then sit back and watch you walk away.
You're beautiful in every way to me.




Without cause, people disappear right before my eyes.
Did they speak the truth or were their words disposable?
My heart is bleeding. You've caused me so much pain.
Go ahead, leave, you're not worth it.
Heartache is all that I know.
Heartache, I embrace now.
It's all I have left in the years I've invested.
Thoughtless human, shut your mouth.
You broke my heart.
You've turned your back on all we've been through.
The times we've shared. I don't miss you,
But I miss who you used to be.




I just try and try with this smirk on my face.
You remember it, don't you?
Maybe not.
Maybe it was lost in all the haze and heartbreak.
Who knows?
It's only my heart we're talking about.
It's nothing special.




What was all the fuss about?
Oh yeah, I remember.
Something about your laugh,
And my smile,
That just made everything so right.
Every sentence I made was a promise.
Every breath that we took was perfect.
Even a fist couldn't have broken my smile.
It was nights like those,
That I'd lived my whole life just to experience.
And they still are.
Remember all those songs we listened to?
It's almost as if every line was about us.
It could have worked.
I know it could have worked.
Cuz when you were there,
Everyday of my life was well worth it.




I just wanted you to know something.
I'm afraid of something.
I'm afraid that if I don't ignore you,
I'm gonna smother you with attention.
I'm afraid that if I don't not talk to you,
I'm gonna keep you up till unthinkable hours of the night,
With conversations about nothing,
But secretly about how much I still love you.
And I'm also afraid that if I don't avoid looking at you,
I'm never gonna look away from your eyes ever again...




I've written so many different words to you,
But they all say the same thing.
I want to let go of your memory
But I remember every time you hurt me and
How I tried to blow off every hurtful word.
I wonder if you even have a heart?
Cuz I gave you the best of me,
But you wouldn't let me near your heart.




I still feel the same and that's okay.
I am not ashamed of loving you.
If you don't love me anymore,
I can move on.
But I'll always hold a place for you in my heart,
Because I'm so happy to be alive.
But I know sunsets will never look the same,
And moonlight reflecting the oceans waves
Won't affect me the same way
Now that you're gone.
But I'll have a fresh view without you.
I'm just grateful to have had the chance to be with you.
Even if it was just for one moment in time.
I feel my life is too short to waste on self-pity.
I tried my best with you and I'm sorry it wasn't enough.
But I tried and I know that's a step for me.
I have so much growing to do and the future scares me too.
But I have faith and trust to remain optimistic
So take my hand and let's run into this beautiful unknown.




You painted your picture on my heart
And all I need is to hold your hand again.
But until you come back I'll smile and keep my faith
Because I can see this time.




I know I'll never hold your hand
Or trace my fingers across your cheeks.
But I know I could live from here on
In the hope your eyes give to me.




Give your heart to someone else.
When you're alone on the inside,
I won't be there for you.




Do you love me?
I mean really love me?
Cuz if you don't then I'll just have to kill you.




I know these times are strange
And I know you don't feel the same
But I know that I have changed.
Now I know that I have the strength
To treat you better.
Now there's no turning back...

...and all that's ahead, points to forever.